Woke up at 5am this morn, having bad dreams again. I hate bad or depressing dreams, don't mind the crazy ones  so much, that don't make sense . When I have bad dreams I don't want to return to sleep fraid of returning to the same dream, so I usually just lay there awake for awhile but this morn after 1hr , I got up and came to my man cave with a cup of black coffee and ck'd  facebook then played world of tanks on xbox. Sneaking around the house as not to wake anyone for there is no reason why they shouldn't  stay asleep . I hate it when I am sleeping and someone is up and thinks everyone should be or they just don't care about being quiet cause you are asleep. Now I'm writing this just to share with whoever may care for whatever reason.
 I really like having heart to heart talks with someone who I can trust to open up to. It's best when they open up to me also or it seems all one sided and you start thinking am I saying to much? Do they care about what I am saying or being bored by it or really don't want to hear it and are just being polite? I really like getting to know the inside working of people and what they think. Most times it differs from me but that's ok, I try to understand from their point of view why they think like they do and not like I do and I try to get them to see it from my perspective also.It also helps me to try and be a better person and friend to them. Especially family members. Most times I overthink things and don't let it go like I should I am told. I guess I have a problem there as it's hard to stop thinking for me. Ahh, the coffee is good , my recliner is comfortable and I look forward to what this day may bring my way.