birthday

 I don't think anyone reads what I write or cares if I don't. that's why I haven't written anything. I had my 62 nd birthday yesterday  and none of my 3 kids or 5 grandchildren with my late wife even bothered to call.( 2 did send me a short text) Matter of fact they never call or call by anymore maybe 1 time a year unless they need something from me. I have texed them and called them but they don't return my text or calls most of the time. I guess I am just a old man now they can act like I'm just a memory. oh well, I know I raised them better as they were with me and their mom as we made trips to va. to see my parents twice a year and many trips to mobile a year to see their mom's family. now they don't call or come by and I am less than twenty miles away. go figure. I don't know where I went wrong. I raised a family too and know how busy you get but always took time to contact or see our elders. they don't . Can you just stop loving someone? will they miss me when I'm gone and wish they had come by more often? oh well, what can you do? Try and if it don't work out then just let it go and let do whatever they are going to do anyway I guess.
 I did have a good birthday anyway even thou I didn't get any surprises or cake, but my wife was with me and we had a good day. I'm ok. I got a much long awaited new guitar, to bad none of my kids likes to hear me play even thou I record to youtube they never even like or comment on them, but others enjoy them and I guess I will concentrate on that and enjoy making them. take care.