I hate when life is going good and then someone comes along and pisses in your corn flakes by telling you everything you have done wrong. Are they that perfect that they don't make mistakes? It's ok to them if they jump on your ass when all you are trying to do is talk with them and show them you care and are trying to stay in contact and express your opinion or tell them something you thought they would like to know.
What do I do ? I apologize to them and not get mad back and attack them back. Then when the conversation ends I feel myself going into depression and can't seem to stop it. I don't like feeling down and like I can't do anything right. I try to be a good guy, I really do, seems like I am never good enough for anyone. I hate myself sometimes, I hate the way I let people, even family, hurt my feelings so deeply. Does anyone even really like me? or do they just put up with me? Why try again if all I do is mess up?
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