Fathers Day

Well today is fathers day , it's raining, gloomy and nobody gives a shit about me. Raise 3 kids , give them all you can , love, food, clothes, support, even give up having 3 of your own blood to help raise them with their mom, what do I get for Fathers day? A stupid text. not even a phone call, asking for a visit is like asking for the moon.  Not even 1 phone call all year. Its going to be a depressing day, "Happy Fathers day" yeah, right, it was when mine was alive, I always visited him and called, it is called love and respect for someone and I thought I instilled that quality in my three but they just give me a text, "Happy fathers day. I love you"
 Bullshit ! If you love me, this is all you can do to show me? Edward senior did that much for them and now they are doing it to me. I might as well be dead to them. What a sucky day.
 Oh and I won't even go into the wife is pissed at me for something I didn't do and gives me that old asshole line"well if you don't know I not going to tell you  shit.
 Did I mention I feel like a load of steaming dog shit right now? Who cares about it unless they step in it, that's me.

OK, It's now a few hours later and I'm feeling better about myself. My Daughter Ann called me and we had a good long talk and I told her I appreciate her calling me so much, she doesn't know how much it meant. Then my new son Freddy stopped by for a visit (his real Dad is dead) and he even brought me a father's day card ! So maybe I am not a steaming pile of dog poop after all. Just need someone to tell me they care every once in a while.