I decided

I'm baccckkk !!
    Hello readers, well maybe hello reader, as I think no one but me reads this. Anyway, I digress, I have decided to decide. That is one of my deep seated problems in life, to decide, I constantly rethink anything from different angles to look at it differently to make sure I decide correctly. No more. Now I try to just decide and if wrong , oh well, back up and punt and start again.
  I decided to let everyone live there life like it unfolds. Sometimes this is not how they want it to be but usually it is a consequence of their actions or decisions. Not mine ! I thought for many years I can fix anything or anyone. I now realize that is not true. So I offer my opinion when it is asked for or I just have to say something to someone I care for, but I am not living their life and can't control them or their actions so I don't have to live with  the outcome of their life to that point. Also I am not going to worry about what they are going to do cause it's their problem not mine, I didn't do it, I didn't cause it so I don't have to fix it. If I want to fix anything I have plenty just with me myself. ( don't you?) I don't want or need the extra stress or drama that ensues. (do you?)
  "Don't worry, be happy" sings Rob Marley. Also when someone takes for granted my kindness and expects to sit back when they should be doing something but doesn't do anything at all, well like my momma said , the chickens come home to roost. I have a life , so do you, what we do everyday affects it and if you have problems then do something about them! They won't change just by you hoping and praying, you have to act! If you don't , then when it hits the fan , don't bring it to me, it's yours, I have my own to deal with and if you didn't deal with yours don't expect me to deal with it when you didn't. I have always, and will continue, to help people that ask ,and are trying to overcome their problems , as I am able, that is a horse of another color. But I am through helping people and worrying about them when they don't want to take charge of their own life and want or expect everyone or someone else to say "poor baby" let me do this for you, you sit down and take it easy and I will handle all your problems for you. Nawwww... not anymore ! " "Never more " cried the raven. "never more !"
 I just want to be happy and loved by at least one person in this whole world. That's my life's goal, and some days I am happy. Take care of yourself & till next time, Happy trails to you!